bethb's Diaryland
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save me with dinner
happy to see my family. happier to be back in dc. or maybe just away from family. i wish i was able to spend more time with mom 'tho. which is maybe a change. maybe she was too busy with the holidays to focus any hostility at me or maybe that was my dad's job this time around. when i got home they were picking at each other and i told them to "knock it off. i'm home for three fucking days. can't we all just be nice to each other for three days?" which marked the first time of this trip i used the word fuck infront of my dad. the second was after i was asked to take my grandmom home (not a big deal) and slipped on a patch of ice that i didn't see in the shadow of my car. then my brother who was being a fucking retard wouldn't move his car enough for me to get out without driving along the lawn accompnying the driveway. i swear to god, he has no common sense. which reminds me, i have to get his shitty music off of my poor laptop. so i'm home. and i don't know if it's hormones or my cousin holly and her pregnant belly and listening to her talk of "having a baby late in life" (she's gotta be....i dunno....39? 38?) which freaked me out or trying to teach my cousins kid to use scissors but all i really feel like doing is crying. anyone want to go out to dinner? because if i just sit here i'm liable to try to jump off a bridge or something.
4:10 p.m. - 2004-12-26
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