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everything and everyone

i just got a 'thanks but no thanks' letter from a job i think i really would have excelled in.
it's made me unexpectedly sad after a nice drive to work involving sunshine and fresh grass after some epic rains last night.
and a lot of wilco and guided by voices on the 'pod.
i think right now, it's just kind of indicative of how i'm feeling about this city.
even after almost 9 years i just don't feel like i belong.
after riding on the metro to and fro the kennedy center for a meeting about a show i'm doing and listening to ditzes talk about their expensive apartments and looking at what people were wearing and in contrast what i was wearing...
i think i've embarrasingly enough figured out that i just don't belong here. i don't know where i belong but i'm tired of sticking my neck out and making great things happen in this city and never being able to enjoy it because i've always got three more things coming up behind it.
i'm just tired of everything and everyone.

10:07 a.m. - 2006-04-04

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