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later

i've had two teeth grinding days at work.
i don't even really feel like getting into it, because i'm officially on vacation. to kick it off, i got a pedicure at the place near my house today after a 45 minute drive home. i'm not even sure what the hang up was. maybe because the south capitol bridge is closed so so much of that traffic is now funneled east on pennsylvania ave. but man that sucked.
the good news is, my toes are cute and pink and i read about 50 pages of the lethem book kc gave me yesterday.

also, i had some great news from a super cool store in boston- i emailed them about the possibility of consigning my dolls and they were extremely enthusiastic about it. They also want 12 pairs of earrings from my etsy shop. i might approach kid robot too, but i think i remember heidi saying she had to make like, 200 things for them. or maybe that was fred flare...maybe it wouldn't hurt to approach them anyway.
someone i really like from ACT emailed me today too and said she was sad i wasn't going to work there anymore because of smellanor, so i wrote her back and i said i really do love working with her and jack and steven, but i just can't deal with the negativity of smellanor and the ineptitude of mike. i hate to sound like a flake and all, but it just makes me really unhappy and stressed out. plus, mike's carpentry is really really bad. it's dangerous to have a TD that can't build a set of safe stairs. that's, um....kinda important.
and if i really want to be serious about making these dolls and stuff, i need to cut out the stuff that is so time consuming. and it's just not fun. i'm tired of asshole scene shop foremen, and actors and directors and shitty storage conditions. i'm just tired of it all. so i'm cutting it out of my life.
i'm seriously taking this time to think about stuff and just trying to make myself focus. and cutting out people and things that are bad for me. it's kinda freeing when you finally realize people and situations aren't what you thought they were so it's just easier to cut your losses and walk away.
so....later....

11:28 p.m. - 2007-07-10

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