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the eventual eviction

I'm having one of those times where i'm looking around and going 'what?' and wondering how stuff ended up as it did.
Some great things- i've taken more control of the gallery at work and that's perfect. That's what i want. That's all i realize i've ever really wanted.
Sometimes wish stuff was a little more even. That maybe the peaks weren't so peaky and the dips weren't so dippy. Somewhere in the middle moderation would be nice. Would the moderation bore me? probably. But it would be fantastic to, for example, enjoy the holy hell out of the fact that I have a weird little corner of a crumbling art studio and a great studiomate with a 19 month old daughter who i am absolutely in love with; and not worry about the fact that we just found out that the landlord isn't infact the land lord and now there is someone else who is insisting that she's not kicking us out 'and would give us plenty of notice if anything changes'.
Would it be too much to just kind of accept and enjoy? Although I have it easy. I don't have a fridge full of silk worms or a 3k lb letterpress to find a new home for.
I am, for once going to try to live in the moment and enjoy what i have and just prepare for the eventual eviction

1:04 p.m. - 2013-04-04

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