bethb's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- sick and stuck at square one * cough is still here. it's slightly less grodie than yesterday, but it's still nasty. and i am running a low-grade fever of 99+ degrees. *ghetto moment of yesterday- when i got home last night, i looked down at my ankle. swollen. so i wrapped a bag of frozen peas in a dishtowel and lashed it to my ankle with a rayon scarf and went to bed. hot huh? the swelling is slightly less today. * you know how sometimes, you see something (or someone) and you know it's no good for you....you just know. they're bad and dangerous and not in the happy fun way. you know it's nothing but heartache in a t-shirt, but still,....you have thoughts. lotsa lotsa thoughts. smiley thoughts. frowny thoughts. i know that this thing is bad for me, but i can't help it. i kinda thought maybe the smiley thoughts were subsiding, and being replaced by the more practical 'what the fuck are you doing?' reality thoughts, but nope. evidently, i am back at square one. and it's a sucky square to be at. 8:53 a.m. - 2002-03-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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