bethb's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my real reson for not doing anything.. it's july 4th, and i really don't feel like doing anything. i've just completed watching the 3rd season of sex in the city (which i'd never seen any of until last week) it was ok. it was funny. i didn't get a lot of stuff b/c i haven't seen anything of the first two seasons, i don't get miranda's cat, for instance. when she and that guy steve (whom i loved) got a dog- why was the cat never mentioned? then there are two cat cameos and one passing reference of needing to take it to the kennel while she goes to LA with the girls. watching bridget moynahan lose a tooth was nice, tho. i am stinky and sweaty and stinky. and a bit confused. historically, the 4th of july has always been a good holiday for beth b. last year was the amazingly fun trip to kansas city Mo to meet some of the greatest people ever, the year before that was the hallowed and huge willard st. roofdeck party, where there was much much much alcohol and um, other treats and grilled stuff, in 99 i was down in williamsburg making armour for my friend chris and we watched the fireworks from the middle of a soccer field on the campus of william and mary, in 98 i was in mars hill NC. i actually don't remember that one....which is probably a good sign. 97 i was on cape cod at the monomoy theatre, and, oh...i had to be in a parade. yeah, that wasn't so great, but the parties were...and so on. i guess there's something about the grill and sparkelers and general happiness that "yay! we're out doors! and we're lighting stuff on fire! and it's a holiday for everyone but i just don't feel like doing anything this year. maybe it's this awful heat. i've been invited to a bunch of cookouts and parties, but i just don't want to go. i'd rather make a nice dinner, hang out in the air conditioning and maybe sit on my roof and watch the fireworks. also, i have to admit, i'm scared. a little. for the first time in this town, in the midst of everything that's been happening, i'm a litte bit frightened. i know that nothing will happen. no body would be that stupid to attempt to pull something off on a day where there is sooooooo much security, but honestly, i can't help to shake the feeling that yeah. i am a little scared of today. 4:40 p.m. - 2002-07-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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