bethb's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- where is my pact-half???? yesterday, one of the ft. reno volunteers pulls this thing out of his pocket and shows me- a signed pact between him and some girl that if he's 29 and she's 30 and they're not married, they'll marry each other. i kinda flew off the handle. i mean, what the fuck is wrong with being 30 and not married? and yet, i couldn't not feel sad. i'm tired of this (almost entire) world making me feel like i'm sone freak. i'm also a little shocked that yes, i do kinda feel like my 20's flew by and i didn't really think about the future. i mean, i was in school from 1991-1998 between college and grad school...i didn't have a real job to save money to buy a house, i mean working summer stock and haveing a GA doesn't really leave you anything after you've paid rent and bought food and shoes and a record here and there. so part of me feels like my life is begining....and that part of me hates the fact that there are people out there making pacts. not that they should really be take seriously, because i'm pretty sure i did the same thing in high school with my friend rick m. although i think we picked an age where you might expect something like that....like 45... so really, i'm no better 5:46 p.m. - 2003-08-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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