bethb's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- is this a lot to ask? so...something i watched fairly recently....had this line in it "most miracles occur in hindsight". i'm pretty much paraphrasing, but that's the gist. do signs occur in hindsight? i know i often get the "how do i know what i'm doing is right?" jeebies, and often the answer is maddening, like that of finding your true love "you just know" well what if you DON'T just know? i mean, how do i know that this is the city i should be in? this is the job i should be working, the place i should be living? i guess if you ask these questions, you're bowing down to predestination. and that's a pretty short-sighted way to view the world, but don't you believe in pre-determanisim....just a little bit? or is that just a security blanket so when the shit hits the fan, someone gets there with the deposit before you, turns out he has a girlfirend, whatever; you can throw your hands up in the air and go "oh well, not meant to be..." i just kinda want some little...something...to jump out in front of me and give me a nudge in the right direction. seriously. is that a lot to ask? 9:29 a.m. - 2004-01-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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