bethb's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i need a big helping of time good grief! our internet connection went ka-flooey bright and early monday morning leaving me sans interweb until now. which was probably beneficial since joan van ark is a fucking nut ball about letters and pillows and i think it's safe to say i hate her. no, not really. i'm just over it. for as many times as people will say "wow, you have a cool job" i'm done. i can't stand the stupid requests and the urgency placed on the supremely ridiculous. i think a good bit of my anger and frustration is to be placed on my boss and his lack of managerial skills. i'm not one who can be micro-managed, because i'll end up like a teenager and rebel, but i do need guidance. most of the time. sean thinks he probably isn't coming back next season. i think he'll end up coming back. with the house he just bought and all, i don't see how he couldn't. i need to get a computer and teach myself some graphic design stuff and get the hell out of here. i'm doing the flowers for sean's wedding tomorrow, and i need to work on the panda. of which i received as very terse phonecall from the lady running the hoopla. which also sent me over the edge. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i need more time. 9:07 a.m. - 2004-04-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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