bethb's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ok, coach... I have been feeling stuck lately and said something on the book of face along the lines of "I'm getting that panicky 'I can't do anything' feeling again." Which is true. Sometimes I get extremely panicked about where I am, where I'm going, how fast I'm getting there, who am I supposed to be going with, is it ok that I'm going by myself, because I really like going places by myself, and why isn't it cool with other people that I like going places by myself. I am my own best company. This latest onslaught of panic was brought upon by the facts: a) I applied for a job I thought I was SURELY a shoe-in for and I haven't heard back from them* and b) my favorite/only coworker is most likely quitting soon and I can't be here without him. We were both hired pretty much at the same time and I think that worked out well because we both forged the wavy outlines of our positions together as opposed to forcing one person into the waves of where we thought one persons responsibilities ended and where the others began. 1:35 p.m. - 2014-03-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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