bethb's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- holy crap, i'm getting old so, in two weeks from yesterday, i'm turning 29. i know this because the calander tells me so. sometimes i look back on my (almost) 4 years in DC and it seems like i just got here yesterday and then sometimes, not so much, because i remember every little thing, and all those every little things take a lot of time. almost 4 years worth, infact. i think i'm begining to freak out about growing older and the kids issue...this began a few weeks ago when i was at home at the cousins baby shower and holy shit, her due date was yesterday. i should call her...anyway, my mom was talking about the shore house and out of my fucking mouth was "yeah, it will be nice when we all start having families to congregate there" when or why did my mouth betray me? but i think i meant it. do i really want to have kids someday? what happens if the next four years just fly by as well? i feel like i need to start making my mark in some manner. my friend jeffrey's older brother greg is two months younger than i am, but i think of him as more of an adult than i. i think owning property=adulthood. 9:12 a.m. - 2002-05-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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